I always want much time to do things that make me successful.
I want to grow, I want to rich, I want to be respected by others, I want people to admire me for my multiple talents.
Alas! I know I have no Talent.
Talent is something created by doing things and become perfect in it.
If I look to my actions then I know that they are no synchronizing with my desires.
Most of the time when I am free and I have a lot of time I just feel watching anime, movie, K-drama or reading manga without considering to put the effort into accomplishing my desire.
I have the desire but not strong.
If I take my action to support those desires, wouldn’t I become successful in my eye?
If I take action according to my goals wouldn’t I accomplish them sooner?
I should just stop wasting my free time and put those free time to accomplish something big for myself. so that I won’t feel like I don’t have time.
Instead of reading manga -> I should start reading skill-related books.
Instead of listening to music -> I should start learning the guitar to make my own music.
Instead of watching other people turning their life into a successful life – I should just turn my life into a successful life with a lot of hard work, efforts, practice, and patience.
It’s not like I don’t have time. The problem is I am not using the time correctly and not choosing the right things for myself that make me respectful and proud of myself.